still sick

I'm doing chemotherapy agian for the third time. It's 2012 I did't think I'de be doing this much chemo
or radiation for that matter. Iv'e been really sick after I got back home to hawaii. 4 months after I got home I finally got my records from my doctors office in louisiana. By the time I got them I had gotton really sick and started to form a tumor at the bottom of my spine which caused me sever pain and caused me to be heavily medicated on liquide morphine. My doctors got it to shrink down now and the pain is at a level 5 everyday now. I guess the biggest part about being sick is that its not only the sickness from the therapy but also the crippled part due to the cancer eating up my hip bone. I tried to start a fundraiser but aint anybody making any donations so Im ready to give up on ever having a chance of walking normal again cause my medical insurance wont cover that kind of surgery that it takes to make me walk again. Oh well I guess people who collect ssdi when they become disabled cant get better! Until the next time may God keep you healthy and safe from harm!
  may God Bless You All!